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 15:11 | 30/Jun/2008
Reckless
RecklessWith her heart and with hisThoughtlessOf how it hurts him and herBlind To anything but this magic, mad moment.Crazy/ BeautifulLike takng a dive off amountain….  Oh she’s bungeejumping mad.IntensePassionate , red hot ,driving him to theedge of his sanity.DangerousHe won’t realize that its her that takesthem to those forbidden,scary placesnot... more...
 20:36 | 24/Jun/2008
They didn't fit
They didn"t fit.Not in size or thinking or values or fidelity or anything important.They didn"t fit.Yet they spent 29 years married to each other.Unhappy. Martyr-like. Morose.This little discovery had been made the very first night they spent together.Unfortunately, it was on the wrong side of the saath pheras and atop a marital bed.So, they spent ... more...
 01:18 | 24/Jun/2008
Update to conversation with an old frien...
We met!! He's been in town for three weeks and we have met every weekend and almost met much more. At one level, the connection has deepened. My discovery is that he was and remains a friend. The kind who sees in me that, which others, perhaps, are not allowed to see. There were no undercurrents. No discomfort. It was brilliant, unusual- a gift.And... more...
 23:30 | 8/Jun/2008
Birthday Blues
  I've always detested my birthday. I hate the feelings it invokes, the questions you are always asked- " How old are you", " What will you do", " Where are you going". and I detest the annual reminder of  goals which remain unfilled and promises to myself I didn't keep. I feel powerless.  Like I haven't managed to script the life I want.  But this... more...
 12:15 | 5/Jun/2008
For Harry Potter fans
You've gotta love the marauders.. this is a clip from deviantart.com ...( copied shamelessly from another blogger) L- R : Severus, Sirius, Remus, James n Lily more...
 15:39 | 4/Jun/2008
Many ways of getting there
    Have been pondering about the future and where I am going.. somehow finding this picture comforted me... There are many routes to getting there! And perhaps shortcuts often deprive us of the view we could've had! Or is that a rationalization? more...
 01:07 | 28/May/2008
Conversation with an old friend
 I just had the most disconcerting conversation or perhaps disconcerting isn't the right way to describe it- conversations with this old friend always are. The story is old- we met when we were 16 , were in the same class. He dated - serially. I remained choosy. We became friends. The kind that spoke and heard things in each other that no one else ... more...
 09:21 | 6/May/2008
Hiding     When pain becomes too much to bear, It comes out in words. Searing, charred, soul blackened words.   They spew involuntarily, poisonous and vitriolic, often laced with shame.   Hiding doesn't help, Sleep doesn't aid, The monster under the bed finally has a face- And it is your own.     more...
 09:16 | 6/May/2008
Trapped The lights are dim, the music's off, The phone kept miles away. D(["mb","\u003cfont face\u003d\"Times New Roman\"\u003eThe physical barriers are all in place,\u003c/font\u003e\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003cp style\u003d\"margin-left:6pt;margin-right:6pt\"\u003e\u 003cfont face\u003d\"Times New Roman\"\u003eBut from the thoughts there\u0026#39;s no escape. \u003c/font\u003e\u003c/p\u003e\n\u003cp style\u003d\"margin:0in 0in 0pt\"\u003e\u003cfont face\u003d\"Times New Roman\"\u003e \u003c/font\u003e\u003c/p\u003e\n",0] ); D(["ce"]); //--> The physical barriers are all in place, But from the thoughts there's no escape.   more...
 19:19 | 1/May/2008
Tara
It was one of those long Mumbai  nights, the kind that always made Tarayearn. She had done everything she could think of. She had taken along, languorous drive across all the sea fronts, appreciating thesoothing quiet of the sea and the city just falling asleep. She'dtried reading, working and watching TV. Nothing sustained her interestand the wobb... more...
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 sonal | 16:11 | 29/Jun/2008
Friends: (27)  | City: Gandhinagar  | Interests: touring,Book read...
What to do
I have two ways now...............i m an indian..........so cant think of a divorce........neways...........i still love him too much for that...........one path says that i again supress all my sorrows......my tears.........my self respect(/or .....is it my ego) and be nice to him again.............despite him being so unfair...so rude.......so un...  more...
 sahil banga | 13:55 | 26/Jun/2008
Friends: (248)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: Music has seven l...
Gunguna sa khwab hai yeh
Gunguna sa khwab hai yehMeetha sa khwab hai yehGunguna sa khwab hai yehMeetha sa khwab hai yehJustajoo hai, tamanna hai ismeTanha sa khwab hai yehNeele shab ka intezaar haiKarwato ka silsila haiAdhura chaand hai, sitaron ki tauba hai ismeBechain sa khwab hai yehAnjaan sa ek kaafila haiPhir bhi khamoshi ka aalam haiHosh hai, madhoshi hai ismeBehka s...  more...
 Tammanna | 15:19 | 30/Jun/2008
Friends: (430)  | City: Mumbai  | Interests: Music and reading
A woman desires!
A woman desires!(Courting controversy) Seeds of desireSowed On fertile imaginationOf a woman’s mindSeeks A manNot a nerdSomeone likeKrishna-the cowherd!Earthy intelligenceRestingOn a sinewy bodyCompassionate eyesSet againstSexy dark skin! Oh! WomanYou hold on tightTo your one true loveBut don’t lieIn your fantasiesThere are manyMost likelyA man lik...  more...
 bhaskar sharma | 11:22 | 30/Jun/2008
Friends: (142)  | City: Mumbai  | Interests: books, story-writ...
were are you
she came and stood before meshe had come from rainshe was smiling    laughingwith rain drops on her face and headand she had applied a tilak of red mation her foreheadaha...i had no words for her beauty and lovei wanted  a rain drop from her faceshe understood and went away laughingand went away forever... oh where are you now ?i am living so you a...  more...
 shivani narula | 17:44 | 28/Jun/2008
Friends: (118)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: READING
ROOBAROO……
Alfaz to wahin haiMehfilein verani hainDayree wahin hainBass ek nai kahani haiDilbar to wahi haiDillagi ki aadat purani haiYaadon ke katghare meinFaisle naye sunane hainToote khawab to wahi hainBas jashan naye manane haiDil ki dhadkanein wahi haiUnke pyar ke mausam begane hainDenewala to de gayaKuch zakham dikhane hainKuch zakham chupane hain….Who...  more...
 Freedom Unbound | 22:20 | 29/Jun/2008
Friends: (20)  | City: India  | Interests: Varied
Still Got the Blues
(Lovely blues number by Gary Moore, recorded live. Dont miss the superb lead on the guitar towards the later half)Use to be so easyTo give my heart awayBut I found that the heartachewas the price you have to payI found that love is no friend of mineI should have know'n time after timeSo longit was so long agoBut I've still got the blues for youUse ...  more...
 amrut patil | 14:24 | 27/Jun/2008
Friends: (59)  | City: Mumbai  | Interests: singing
Oh, That Other Hindu Riot Of Passage
Oh, That Other Hindu Riot Of PassageBy Khushwant Singh07 November, 2004Outlook MagazineThere are two anniversaries so deeply etched in my mind that every year they come around I recollect with pain what happened on those two days. They occurred 20 years ago. One is October 31, when Mrs Gandhi was gunned down by her two Sikh security guards. The oth...  more...
 Dr.Anil Verma | 01:17 | 30/Jun/2008
Friends: (508)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: wrighting, readin...
ANSWER OF QUESTION - 2
2. EXPPECTETION- I am not saying you can not expectetion from any other persson or closed relationship, please understand i am saying only if you have expectetion from others and want his/her complet your expectetion than frist you complet expectetion of others. Example - agar aap chahte hai ki anay vaykati (chhote or bare ) aapki ijjat kare toh pa...  more...
 Putan Prasad | 16:07 | 25/Jun/2008
Friends: (198)  | City: Lucknow  | Interests: singing, sharing ...
LOVE JISHKO KABHI DEKHA NAH I
YE MERE USH DOST KE NAM JISHKO KABHI DEKHA NAHIEK  AJNABI  SE HAMKO MOHABBAT HO GAYI HAIYE ZINDGI HAMARI MUKAMMAL HO GAYI HAISOCHTE HAI WO CHEHRA KAISA HASIN HOGAJIS SE HAME U CHAHAT HO GAYI HAIJAB BHI MAI LETA HUAN NAM USHKA YE SANSE MERI MEHAK UTHTI HAIAB YE SANSE MERI MERI JAN KI  HO GAYI HAINUSHKA YOUN ROOZ MERI NEENDO ME CHALE AANA MERE SAPNO ...  more...
 Distant Mela... | 00:37 | 30/Jun/2008
Friends: (5)  | City: London  | Interests: The happenings
Dilapidating Sunday life
Running alongcobblestone streetstwo arm distanced houseson both the sides of meafter 6 hours beach cricketwhite walled housebrown or red roofscrows fiddlers on the roofsringing bell...its lunch timemixture of food smellsheavy head hotshort denim trousersbelly button pulled up tight t-shirtscricket bat shaped woodtucked under sweating armsLabrador b...  more...
 Aria | 15:39 | 29/Jun/2008
Friends: (58)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: poetry
A night of rest..
This happened a day after, my father spelled out some meditation techniques. I don’t exactly remember, how the conversation drifted from one topic to the other. It perhaps began with the discussion on my insomnia. No matter how tired I was, all through the night, I labored to catch a wink of sleep. Fatigued around 6 am, I fell into a stupor, till t...  more...
 anilairen | 02:01 | 30/Jun/2008
Friends: (211)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: travelling music ...
SAi Baba Assurances
Sai Baba made eleven assurances to his devotees:Whosoever puts their feet on Shirdi soil, their sufferings will come to an end. The wretched and miserable will rise to joy and happiness as soon as they climb the steps of my Samadhi I shall be ever active and vigorous even after leaving this earthly body. My tomb shall bless and speak to the needs o...  more...
 Sarbo Sen | 18:28 | 24/Jun/2008
Friends: (75)  | City: Kolkata  | Interests: Reading, writing,...
What Is It You Possess?
What is it you possess That's magic on my heart ... Is it your eyes, or silken tress, That inspires each every start? Or, is it your voice which, gentle, Strums upon my senses, Setting sounds musical, Soothing all sleepless hurts?  more...
 Sarath Chandra | 03:53 | 27/Jun/2008
Friends: (59)  | Interests: Physics, philosop...
My Key Events in Indian Cinema
Cinema in India is the most effective mass message carrier. It promises to retain it’s pre-eminence for a few decades longer. Here I list what I consider are the significant events in Indian cinema in my years of cinema watching. Of course, this is a subjective list. Rangeela – Nudity was mostly equated with declining values. That changed when Mili...  more...
 Nishant Paul | 16:38 | 27/Jun/2008
Friends: (85)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: Writing Poetry
"MUDDAT KE BAAD...!!!"Uss ne yeh ehsaan fermaya to hai muddat ke baadIkk payyam-e-dilbari aaya to hai, par muddat ke baadMujhko saqi ne isharey se bulaaya hai udherUss ka andaz fir paaya to hai, par mudat ke baadMaykasho’Nne rasm-e-maikhana badal diya dekhiyeHer kisi ko jam-e-mai aaya to hai, par muddat ke baadKis mei’N hai tab-e-nazar abb dekhna h...  more...
 Vaidehi | 01:44 | 16/Jun/2008
Friends: (376)  | City: Mumbai  | Interests: Music, internet, ...
Adjustment versus Attitude
Months ago, I had written about a friend trapped in a miserable marriage and how much I feel sorry for her etc.If you remember that post and ever wondered what happened to her..well she continues to live with her husband and continues to go through the torture. Recently, she reached a point of break-down due to all the mental stress and tried to ki...  more...
 Jolly Jacob | 09:28 | 25/Jun/2008
Friends: (239)  | City: Planet Earth  | Interests: music, reading, w...
The third choice
"It takes more courage to die than to live", he thinks woefully as he squats beside the tracks, blinking to keep out the already hot, late morning sunlight. He had failed again in his third attempt at flinging himself in front of a train. The first time his courage had abandoned him completely and he had moved away to safety just as the mammoth was...  more...
 surender lamba | 15:19 | 22/Jun/2008
Friends: (59)  | City: Coimbatore  | Interests: making friends,mu...
just4
ANKHO MEIN ANSU AA JATE HAI PHIR BHILABO PE HANSI RAKHNI PADTI HAI...MOHBAT BHI KYA CHIZ HAI YAROJISSE KARTE HAI USI SE CHUPANIPADTI HAI.....  Phulon ki Tareef sab Karte hain, Badi Mushkil se Log Kanton pe Gaur Karte hain. MALI to Sirf Naam ke hote hain, Phulon ki Hifazat to Kante hi Karte hainNa Karte Shikayat Zamane Se Koi, Aagar Maan Jata Manane...  more...
 hardhitter h... | 17:48 | 27/Jun/2008
Friends: (55)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: Life
Everybody Cheats-III
"Everybody Cheats-III"I dont know  and cant even remember now WHY I was in a real dilemma to go or not to go on Thursday to my shrink. In fact wednesday night the situation aggravated so much , not-2nite-I-got-a-headache kinda scene with my wife. I  realized I was dreading for my next visit. For no apparent reason really. This shrink is quite reput...  more...
 ice candy | 21:41 | 28/Jun/2008
Friends: (154)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: Observing
If you have to die, do so around Delhi o...
The passing away of the only Indian to be appointed Field Marshal when in active service has been remarkable for the warmth of the ordinary men and women, who queued up to say meebeenamet to the adorable dikra who put his life on the line for them.It has also been remarkable for the complete lack of grace and gratitude, civility and courtesy, decen...  more...
 reader | 21:05 | 28/Jun/2008
Friends: (47)  | City: Bangalore  | Interests: blog , chat , swa...
Sharing 5 Words!
 WordMeaningAntonym (If any)SourceimpregnateSoak , drench , imbue , saturate Shivani narulacharadePretense , fake ,sham ,facade Vidushi chaudharydemureModest , shy Tumble weeddroneBuzz , hum Tumble weedFretFuss , worry Tumble weed Fill in the missing columns , those who are interested...!Keep smiling and put your thoughts continuing with all nice b...  more...
 parthasarath... | 16:05 | 27/Jun/2008
Friends: (110)  | City: Kolkata  | Interests: poetry & literature
We walked together
    We walked together  We were walking silently,  Walking together  With a curtain in between!!  I was looking at the grass,  When you at me  I knew it, knew it!!  You were looking to horizon,  When me shifted at you  You knew it, knew it!!  This was the description,  Parting time we met Canvas is still & still!!                               Island   July, 2007  more...
 praveen sharma | 16:08 | 26/Jun/2008
Friends: (537)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: To love is to suf...
Around the World
Come with me a little while.Come with me a little while, and wander around the world,cross the misty mountain ranges where shooting stars are hurled,listen to the cuckoo song with Issa on the hillside,and like young Wordsworth wonder where the owner now abides.Wait for the night"s star spangled light illuminate the sky,and dream a dreamers dream wh...  more...
 vivek | 18:35 | 29/Jun/2008
Friends: (140)  | City: Baroda  | Interests: myself- and humanity
sucide attempt!
last night a young boy was rushed in the hospital at 2am with head and face injury .he had fallen off from a height while sleeping on the terrace.he was brought unconscious , and was surrounded by his father , mother , sister and around fifteen of his friends,some crying and some holding back their tears and trying to help around the staff . i went...  more...
 Funny Man | 18:53 | 18/Jun/2008
Friends: (68)  | City: Gurgaon  | Interests: Reading, Writing,...
Beautiful Indian Women
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 MuntajibKhan... | 20:04 | 7/Jun/2008
Friends: (4)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: Reading, writing,...
Zindagi
"Main zindagi ka saath nibhata chala gaya.Har fikr ko dhuven mein udata chala gaya. Barbadiyon ka sog manana fuzul tha, Barbadiyon ka jashn manata chala gaya. "Just quoting a few lines from a Rafi song, which exhort us to be cool, patient and be content with what is in one's life. For most of us, life may not be  exactly as what we want it to be. M...  more...
 nitin bhatnagar | 20:24 | 25/Jun/2008
Friends: (244)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: listening music, ...
Let's Laugh.....
Prescription for cyanide A nice, calm and respectable lady went into the pharmacy, walked up to the pharmacist, looked straight into his eyes, and said, "I would like to buy some cyanide." The pharmacist asked, "Why in the world do you need cyanide?" The lady replied, "I need it to poison my husband." Please click here to read the full post  more...
 Suresh Praja... | 12:39 | 30/May/2008
Friends: (261)  | City: Ahmedabad  | Interests: Having a Discus...
Welcome to Civilisation
Hello , family. Recently i have started on more book, LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL by Tony Martin. I have found a very interesting page in this book. I would like to share it with you. Author has taken it from somewhere which is mentioned at the end.   The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways , bu...  more...
 Prototype X | 12:01 | 5/Jun/2008
Friends: (68)  | City: Bangalore  | Interests: sports, music and...
The Love Dairies
________________________________________ ______________________________ I have been going through a lot of blogs in iland lately and almost 1 out of every 10 (maybe even more) is on the topic of love. And these are some of the excerpts that I could gather… ‘ True love is eternal’, ‘True love is flawless’, ’True love is giving’… All this has got me t...  more...
 Tumble Weed | 12:08 | 27/Jun/2008
Friends: (416)  | City: Bangalore  | Interests: Soch ko Badlo, Si...
Love is...
But some emotions don't make a lot of noise. It's hard to hear pride. Caring is real faint - like a heartbeat. And pure love - why, some days it's so quiet, you don't even know it's there.  To love is find pleasure in the happiness of the person loved.  The quarrels of lovers are the renewal of love.  There are more people who wish to be loved than...  more...
 JustAnotherC... | 00:39 | 28/Jun/2008
Friends: (55)  | City: Kolkata  | Interests: Listening Music, ...
Women Over 30
 Andy Rooney's Comments on Women Over 30 This is for all you girls 30 years and over.... and for those who are turning 30, and for those who are scared of moving into their 30's...AND for guys who are scared of girls over 30!!!!...This was written by Andy Rooney from CBS 60 Minutes. Andy Rooney says......:  As I grow in age, I value women who are o...  more...
 Seena Vincent | 21:26 | 29/Jun/2008
Friends: (905)  | Interests: Internet Money
Dating Sites and Matrimonial Sites a Com...
The dating sites are yet to get popular in India.But still reports are there several metropolitan youngsters areregistering with dating sites and other matrimonial sites. Their mainintention is to make good friendships with other parts of the world. Inspite of several unhealthy reports and fraudulent behaviors thisservice is getting more and more p...  more...
 chandrakant ... | 18:28 | 27/Jun/2008
Friends: (800)  | Interests: film music &frien...
double click on joy
five star PUb me Prashant baitah baitha peg pi raha tha ,usaka dost Mayshali aata  hai uske baju me baithta hai, prashant ka dhyan kanhi hai , knahi khoya hua hai,uska dost  table pe rakhe glass ko spoon se bajata hai, prashant hadbadakar dekhata hai, usaka dost bhi serious dikahta hai ,use puchhta hai ,kanah khogaya tha ,Mayush ali.>where are you?...  more...
 Ranjan Sengupta | 15:25 | 24/May/2007
Friends: (8)  | City: Kolkata  | Interests: music, reading no...
Physics and Music
Can we define music? Most of us may agree that it is bourn by a time series, jointly or independently, of amplitude, frequency and complexity, three fundamental well-known parameters used in physics. This time series is the objective reality, or the fictional reality of physics. But obviously all such time series pertaining to auditory sensation ar...  more...
 sohamswami | 09:12 | 24/Jun/2008
Friends: (761)  | City: HIMALAYAS  | Interests: TO OPEN THE EYES ...
BANOMALI AND THE GOD
Banomali can be fearless. He really can be fearless,when he is drunk. As the alcohol flows inside,it washes away all the grief,sadness and fear. Banomali ponda, at his level has nothing to loose but he fears death and he fears humiliation. He can remember vividly how he lost his entire family-his son,daughters and his wife Kamala, in that devastati...  more...
 r | 16:13 | 19/Jun/2008
Friends: (24)  | City: Pune  | Interests: Reading Music Lon...
THE PERFUME
THE PERFUMEAs she stood in front of her 5th grade class on the very first day of school, she told the children an untruth. Like most teachers, she looked at her students and said that she loved them all the same.  However, that was impossible, because there in the front row, slumped in his seat, was a little boy named Teddy Stoddard.  Mrs. Thompson...  more...
 Sweet Devil | 12:18 | 19/May/2008
Friends: (20)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: am a movie and bo...
food prude!!
Well I have written personal posts here and deleted them.. coz they came mostly with an expiry date.. that is I didnt like them after a while on my iland.. so heres another one to that list may be! I picked up the HT and saw this article by Vir Sanghvi and it instantly drew my attention.. coz it had something I had been musing about for quite a whi...  more...
 Manoj Kumar | 14:51 | 28/Jun/2008
Friends: (505)  | City: Delhi  | Interests: Computing
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 Lissome Lady | 23:10 | 17/Jun/2008
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